What do you think of me?

YOOOOOO!
today 6-7 people never come school. yet again, beatrix, sabrina, chermaine, jamin, jaime and kelly.. GET WELL SOON! if you're sick.
today keep getting super pissed off, but i cant figure out why.. pissed till i cannot breath.. first two periods, biology. boring shit. ms choo knew i wasn't paying attention in class. shit. then got free time, i fell asleep. then third and fourth period was math. SUPER BORING. ms liu always wanna pick on me oneee.. i was like confirming the thing you're at with cheryl, then you think i talking to her. then always scold us one. WTTFFFFF! don't jump to conclusions you stupid stella liu.. i passed my inequalities test, got 8/12. yay. then today got algebra pop quiz, it sucked. i didn't know how to do the whole darn paper sia. x_x then somemore every week will have algebra next. FREAK!
then recess... bought sushi, weewee bought me marconiii, THANKS WEEWEE! :DDDDD lynn and melissa say after school got volleyball meeting at the gym. then was CD/RE. super uber ultra boring lahhh.. learn about what control emotions or something. then literature, nice nice, i want watch shrek!! then after school chiong to locker. ^_^ then goo for volley meeting, end up we go there, stare stare, then they say can go le. HAHAH, then started dragging leewemn here and there. HAHAH, dont let her go home. then finally i let her go home..
then wait for jie to finish school, then walked to compass with her and her friend. all so tall one. like a head taller than meee.. then jie go return book, she go buy things to eat, then 156 home. reached home at 2, BOF-ed all the way to 6 plus, then ate dinner. then now doing 习字, smsing mei, listening to music and daydreaming. jie's having tuition noww..
no one understands how i feel.
only people that have gone through what i had will know.
its painful.
its lonely.
its miserable.
you've never even bothered about how i feel.
even if you knew i wasn't happy,
what could you do?
actions mean more than words.
you could say something now.
but not do it.
i wish i could die now.
then i would be away from all these..
if i could, just die right noww..
if's there is a way..
for me to die.
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