hellooooooos.


CHERYLYN IS CURRENTLY DAMN PISSED OFF and SAD.


took a damn long time to put my contacts in sia. took like 20mins. then my father keep rushing me. left side got trouble again. haiz.. school as usual. blah blah blah. whole day damn boring. temperature taking. BORING. then drama go library waste time. WTH. i just remembered, got homework. wth. its like SO FAST GOT HOMEWORK?! aye, later than do. then bee hoon give lecture, damn SIAN. then play play, recess. after recess go chapel SING SONG. WWWEEEE! so FUN, but BORING. 1 FAITH HAD TO SIT ON THE FLOOR. wth, what kind of logic is that? our class sit furthest from the door when entering, then all of your got seat, i faith SO POOR THING no seat, haizz..


then go back CT venues. ethel and rachel was there. talk about what survey. DONT WANT LISTEN TO ME DE. then your talk so soft i cannot hear. ): felt damn damn uncomfortable during the period when they were inside. haiz.. houng-ster wanted to do drama but me, bung-ster and lim-ster like cannot consentrate. then yiying came in, then sheralyn, jocelyn and i forgotten who. then laugh laugh. bung-ster damn funnie sia, 'darker marker, darker marker, darker marker!' ethel dont get what she talking. then when she come closer, bung-ster 'darker marker, darker marker.' she dont get it, then i saw 'dark-er mark-er.' then she was like orh orh.

then houng-ster ask me fake cry for drama. then i was trying damn damn HARD to cry but only a bit come out. hahah. then stupid bung-ster go put oil on her damn face near the eye. then played scissors, paper, stone. didn't really enjoy it. still trying to fake cry. aye, i give up. i'm not trying already. I'M GONNA GIVE UP ON EVERY SINGLE THING! aye.


then rushed to SJAB meeting. took DAMN DAMN LONG sia. then rush to training. skipped lunch sia. haiz. then train train. ran from level 3, to level 2, to level 1 then back up to level 3. patty forget my name again. haiz. the who who the ball keep hitting me. ): first hit my ribcage near there. then second time hit my whole right face. wth. DAMN PAIN. then she keep 'you okay you okay? can breath anot?' then patty was like 'you go kiss the place you hit larh.' then she was like 'muak. i not lesbo uh..' haahah. DAMN FUNNY SIA.


then finish training at 6.20pm. rush to kovan. my father was there waiting sia. then reach home. took out contacts. almost forget what the woman say. haiz..


shall stop blogging here. byebyes.


do you people understand how i feel uh?
am i someone that feelings is easy to toy with?
you just dont get it.
but you keep saying you do.
i feel damn uncomfortable near you.
but i dont know why.
maybe its cause after what you said about me.
and i'm not sure whether you know the truth.
i want you to know the truth.
i wanna be close to you.
i've already have enough troubles now.
i'm turing 13 soon.
entering the life of a teenager soon.
i want it to be a HAPPY one.
but not a want where i EMO all day long.
hope all ends well though.
cause i dont wanna be like this anymore.
i had enough.
i've been like this for too long.

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